May you rest in peace Popoy… :(

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Hang in there, lil’ one… (Taken with instagram)

I watch PBB Teen Edition every day because of her. Proud Ilongga!

And because I had so much fun with this app last night. Hahah! Felt like a pro! Plus, I realized that my vocal cords need some stretching! :))

pleatedjeans:

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Hahahah! =))

somewordsareuseless:

Take me here now. 

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Today is Mother’s Day so I’m sending a greeting to all mothers out there most especially to my one and only mommy.. Happy Mother’s Day! Thank you for bringing me into the world. I love you so, so much…

First of May…

I’ve always loved this song from the BeeGees…

“But you and I, our love will never die.. But guess we’ll cry come first of May”

Wala… Naisip ko lang.

For the longest time, I’ve been dreading the END OF MAY. If I were to ask myself if I’m ready to let go, honestly speaking, I don’t think I will ever be ready. I’ll be a hypocrite if I’m gonna say “Yeah! Go ahead, leave! I don’t mind..” Because I do, I really do. I just don’t want to show any sign of weakness. He is ok. Therefore, I SHOULD BE OK.

It won’t be easy. But maybe it’s really for the best. So everyone is happy. Everyone is satisfied. Kumbaga, the outcome is as planned. For me, I did what I needed to do. At first, I thought it was worth the risk. Yep, wishful thinking. I don’t see any more reason for me to hold on. It was THAT CLEAR!

So, if you ask me again if I’m ready…

Maybe… Maybe not…

It’s all a matter of perspective… 

AVENGERS ASSEMBLE!!

Hahahah! :))

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I am so in demand today! And I hate it! If only I could multiply myself so I could accommodate all their requests. This week and even the past week has been hell for me and I so, so wanted to get away from the workplace.. Even for just a while. I’m not motivated to be productive anymore. Burnout! I feel like every part of me is aching but I’m positive the pain mostly roots from  my heart. Aside from what’s going on back home, and the soon to be brokenhearted me, work is killing me too much. Not the workload, the people! The system!

I just wish this would all be over soon. Lately, I’ve been praying too much for a good day, I always ask God to help me get through yet another day because, because, because I don’t think I have enough motivation anymore. And I’m so sick and tired of covering for everyone who’s not around. I’m so sick of not being able to rest because someone’s not present. I’m just so sick of it. (As I say this, the line from the song What’s Up keeps popping on my mind “..Scream from the top of my lungs, WHAT’S GOING ON???!!!”)

For someone who’s given a low grade on the yearly evaluation, which by the way is still  unfair in my opinion, I believe that… I believe that… Ano nga ba? Wala ako maisip. It’s nearly a year and all that’s left are just remnants of the pain I felt. I don’t know if what happened to me made me a better person, but this I’m sure of, I became stronger. Well, I’m still a crybaby but I  have changed a lot. Ewan ko na lang dyan sa iba. Truth is, GALIT AKO. Not that my anger matters, but I  hope they know how UNFAIR they are. No amount of any given material thing can surpass the hell they put me through. This is not about SUPERIORITY! Think FAIR. Do FAIR. That way, you’ll gain RESPECT.

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Yup..

You will always be that… My favorite… :)

I must admit… I’m at my lowest of lows tonight… If today’s a movie, the title would be “A Series of Unfortunate Events”…

They are sucking the life out of me. The string is nearing its end..

It’s so unfair… :(

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I want one.. Been feeling a little bit down lately.

I’m always sad. I feel like I need to talk to someone.

Someone I can spill my heart to, someone who can tell me whether I’m doing the right thing or not. It’s been a long time. I’ve been alone for a long time… :(

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